(Self)-Blocking Blessings.

Self-sabotage is real.

You are Here.

“Be still for yourself. You don’t need to move for other people. You are here.”

S. A. D. D(isjointed)

I may be wired backwards, just a bit here.

Me on a Monday.

https://youtu.be/AqAJLh9wuZ0?si=6GOPZ6gdyUOc5Qwe Today, I finally felt like me again- after the first half. It took some gloomy rainy morning shadows as I typed and took calls in the dark to ease the hazy discomfort of my sleep-deprivation. Then I remembered the texts from my Mom I left unanswered the night before due to my childish stubborn …

Decide.

Allowing my stars to write themselves with a tone of transformation in the undertone of tragedy.

The Climb

(Yes, it’s the most millennial Miley Cyrus title but it fits I promise.) Despite major improvements from multiple angles, I’m now a year out from my last attempt to shut down the perpetual self-hate systems permanently and yet they are still loud as ever. It makes more sense now why the cycles are what they …

Sage of Soccer.

Fire in the belly… https://youtu.be/0rJTbJOeFMA?si=9jFUKFGvxrZJmKq9 For as many moments in my life as I let my circumstances drag me down, there have been these bursts of determination to flip them in my favor by finally standing up and demanding a change. I was able to conquer this with my employment, and now it seems I’ve …

Channel.

What you consume is what you channel. What you channel is what you conjure.

Better.

True growth is giving yourself everything you keep asking the world for.

Also For You.

This one’s for you, baby- a friend, confidant, and rock even if we beat heads from time to time.