(Self)-Blocking Blessings.

Self-sabotage is real.

S. A. D. D(isjointed)

I may be wired backwards, just a bit here.

Me on a Monday.

https://youtu.be/AqAJLh9wuZ0?si=6GOPZ6gdyUOc5Qwe Today, I finally felt like me again- after the first half. It took some gloomy rainy morning shadows as I typed and took calls in the dark to ease the hazy discomfort of my sleep-deprivation. Then I remembered the texts from my Mom I left unanswered the night before due to my childish stubborn …

RELAX.

Can’t even.

Channel.

What you consume is what you channel. What you channel is what you conjure.

Into the Storm.

To lose you now is to love me later.

Nostalgia.

My very life hangs in the balance of the broken past I lost myself in, and a daunting future where I may never find my true purpose if I stay in a stagnant present full of fear and trepidation.

When the Fun Stops.

Internal wars rage on between the inner angel & demon until the host has no other choice but to succumb.

They’re here & they’re winning.

a party for the pity demons

Choices

“You don’t need a man. You need a warrior.”~ Eat. Pray. Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. https://youtu.be/8KpKc3C9V3w So here I am. Once again. At the bottom of yet another pile of rubble made from every vain attempt to fight for something external to myself. Every demon inside of me is flailing for the millisecond of opportunity …